its just one of those days.
i think i should have learnt well enough by now.

i wish i was in school.
in fact i can hardly wait till school starts on the 18th.
all these unknowns. how the people be like. what i'll be studying (i still haven't the faintest clue.)
teachers? its like the great beyond. i thinking i can get pass this month i'm quite sure i can do pretty much anything. i'm just praying my classmates will be friendly and treat me less like a stranger though i know very well that i'm very much going to be one.

its jason's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
though i scarcely believe that he'll be here to see it.

my playlist is so secondary school.
i haven't outgrown that music just yet. i figure i know how the older generation feels. its nice surrounding yourself with sounds that you have already grown so familiar. its nice, but its time for a change.

the hardest thing is not knowing what to expect. i don't wanna have my hopes up. yet i don't wanna be starting on the wrong foot. if that's actually possible.

somebody said something about how the cool people all smoke there.
well in that case. i'm totally fine being the nerd.
i just need the plastic glasses. :)

at least i'll be near sam and not too far from marns.

i cease to understand what my dad's up to.
its been my fault of late for influencing my brother to listen to my music.
so now the he appeciates cool music.

i think he's given up on me.
and the strangest thing is, i care.