hello, good morning, how've you been
yesterday left my head kicked in
i didn't have to fight with my brother to use the computer today cos the family is in kl holidaying.
without me, but nonetheless i'm sure they're having fun. i was scrolling down my playlist and i saw a michelle branch song. this one's playin for you chary :)
i was at li's house today wit daryl and cleoofthepetradish. ah well. lets just say that it was a bad idea an i should seriously stay away from surroundings that i know damn well are bad for me.
mm. i'm just almost sure i'll be back there next week. i never learn do i.
i know my closies (close buddies? haha) are worryin cos as sam puts it 'been in recluse' but i'm not larr really. i mean i guess i've the usual things to deal with + work + being a newbie and all and it takes most of my energy trying to keep a positive frame of mind and not tumble slide into some deep dark depressive mood which i know pretty well i'm capable of. but i'm not so i'm pretty proud of myself for myself and because i know you're proud of me too.
as for al. i still don't know why you want to kill me seriously but trying to get you is harder than getting killed i'm pretty sure. i really miss cj people but they're all on they're one week break and its hard to co-ordinate and stuff. i haven't seen jo-lynn since like an eternity and a half. anyway j will be in cj most mondays. i'll drop by to hang out after RDA because i miss all of you guys and because it makes me feel good being arnd people of my country. yes singapore is mine. whatever they're propaganding here. it works.
i have no idea how scurvy can be scary larr my dear shumin. i think you should be sensitive to his feelings cos he died tragically of vitamin c deficient and has no teeth. anyways i saw candice today. it was such a pleasant surprise :)
ive netball tmr. grrraah. yes sui i miss throwin but track doesn't start till next term or something like that. i think tryin something new is good for me but it just sucks being the one making all the mistakes. well most of it. its a real put down cos they keep blowin the damn whistle when i get the ball and i think the rules are seriously daft. the players are good and that i suppose is an inspiration? i don't know. either way.
theres so many things for me to say
words that stick to my throat
they won't come out but they don't go away.
once i tried to force them through
words trickled first then a torential rain
and then as if on cue
all this pain lifted off
and it went to bother you.
