make me shut up and listen
its been the longest week in the history of long weeks.
i didn't get into netball
which is fine actually it just smarts that i'm not in.
i'm seriously in no mood whatsoever to blog
but it keeps me from goin crazy so, its blog away little fingers.
my dad caught me on the phone last night in tears.
he wants me to go see and counsellor at school.
i told him i'm just not adjusting well to school
my friends in school have been pretty sweet.
i've been too exhausted to be a good socially
all these new things.
you're right.
i hate change
i absolutely most certainly abhor it.
i'm stubborn, so i figure until it breaks me.
i'll be resenting it.
then i'll resign to it.
cos some battles simply aren't fought that way.
i'm sorry.
i know i'm selfish and you should hate me for it
but you don't.
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry
i'm sorry.
why don't you just hate me.
just fucking hate me.
please?
