i've got jaychou stuck in my ears.
if you told me this a month ago, i'd have laughed at you.
i've decided on alot of things.
things have changed and things are goin to change.
i've probably let go of my comfort zones earlier than i would have been willing too.
its so stark, so plain to see.
i either get a grip and move on or be left behind.
i don't want to be left behind.
this week has been quite a roller coaster.
i was really happy the past couple of days.
for the gayest reason really.
but it made me happy :j
i don't feel like i've been getting through to people around me.
its like we all have issues so we have nothing to say, or the issues are so old that it doesn't matter anymore. its not supposed to matter anyway, but it does.
its really interesting how frustration tears at your nerves and wears them down. it makes them numb almost, until something big enough comes along to push the degenerated feelings away or compounds them.
i think everybody is guilty of piling their feelings in the in-box.
