up at 6:55, the alarm wouldn't let me sleep just five more.
remembered i didn't do any of my chinese homework
endured 33mins of sheer agony in the car
mom yelled
i yelled
mom yelled
my jacular vein pulsed
first day of school.
today is friday.
i'm not too sure where the week went.
i remember being sleepy ALOT
tryin my darndest not to fall straight into an unbroken slumber.
i didn't fall asleep.
but i don't think i'm fully awake.
it hasn't sunk in yet.
it feels like they're all on a long holiday.
a really really really long holiday.
isn't that what they tell kids who are too young to understand what they've lost?
like arnout theguyinmyclasswhoKEPTstealingmydamnhat says: j, you DON'T think.
i don't, i really don't think.
everything will be okay
everything WILL be okay
everything is okay.