i'm trying to figure out when i'm increasingly feeling rather upset about the whole internals. i mean its an exam and therefore fairly important but i've had important exams before and honestly this one just feels quite like the end of the world.
i know i've to get a grip, i just gotta find a a nice roomy handhold.
if actually studying for the exam makes you feel this crummy, i say to hell with it.
but you know i don't mean it. i wish i could afford to be headstrong and foolhardy again. it was so much fun.
i was staring at the ceiling of the examination hall today. there was big speakers chained to the ceiling, just like in the stnicks hall, but white. i was almost wishing that huge ugly painting in the middle of the hall ( where badminton shuttles always get stuck) would suddenly materialise.
