when enough isn't really enough to be a tipping point.
when you turn over in bed at 6 45 am in the morning trying to block out the lights and the alarm clock but get up anyway.
when you think four months is a long time but manage to stick it out and survive another four more.
when you tell youself you have to get out this week but manage to struggle and keep yourself indoors and doing your work for another 2 more weeks.
when you realise that not everybody can be there all of the time even if you really need them but forgive them anyway.
when you think you are a hundred words short of the word count but squeeze your brain to think of a hundred and fifty more, then rewrite the whole essay again.
when you realise that this isn't going to last forever, and tomorrow will be a better day, whenever tommorow decides to come.
