i was hungry so i made myself: milo, 2 soft boiled eggs which i over boiled and became hard boiled eggs and wholemeal bread.
seriously now, this still awake at 230am in the morning thing, is really starting to grind at my nerves. there's no one to talk to online at this time. people in singapore are sleeping, people in melbourne are sleeping, people in states are waking up and rushing off to school. i don't like being up early when i have nothing to do. besides blog or toss and turn in bed and think about how wonderful a biology teacher i'll be. (no honestly i don't know how or why either)
there was this scene in my head: i am standing in front of the black board thinking in head why st nicks still hasn't replaced them with white boards. i hate chalk. i'm writing my name on the board. i think about writing my full name but decide, why do that need to know my chinese name? i underline j and write miss in front. my students call me miss j.
i miss j sometimes, when i feel like that part of me is hiding in some crevies, behind some knob in my brain. i look out the window today and swore and huge flying bat with the body of a man was going to fly smack into my window. not scary, it amused me greatly.
no flying manbat, just chemistry. chemistry day, chemistry night, eat chemistry, sleep chemistry, breathe chemistry.
