i'm sit here worrying about examinations and college acceptances, knowing full well how futile worrying is. then a blase attitude creeps up and i don't want to be studying chem upstairs like i should be. so, i distract myself watching movies most of my waking hours and read sandman on my bed. sandman works some of his magic and i get sleepy so i doze off and wake up for dinner. before i know it the day is gone and i can't get to sleep, i regret not studying in the morning and its one day closer to my last paper, my last chance to make that little difference and pull my grades up.the grumps has won today and i'm edgy and distracted. tommorow is another uphill climb and hopefully i wake up when my alarm clock rings and get my ass to the attic to study and as long as i win more days then the grumps does i think i'll be okay. but you never know, and i begin feeling balse and chem exams are in a week.
