niccccceee one, you. i should learn my lesson, really, and not read up on you on the internet even though its the only i know what is going on in your life, because you have so persisted to write me out of your life and off completely. what still bugs me is that it was too easy for you; machum like erasing out sketch marks, but i know i wasn't just a sketch or blip in your life, so then maybe i should start thinking that this is the only way forward you understand, and just accept it, because i too have long since moved on.
PS. but really, happy birthday storable text at least (we'll be on the same side of the country), not some hesitant voice message in my inbox like last year, please.
