Ambition's antithesis; like realizing how small and insignificant you are; like recognizing that nobody takes Singapore or Southeast Asia seriously; like how somebody as decorated as this:
" D.S. Song-Korea Foundation chair and director of Asian Studies, Georgetown University; Freeman Foundation visiting professor of Asian Affairs, CMC; author, forthcoming Beyond the Final Score: The Politics of Sport in Asia (2008) and co-author, Nuclear North Korea: A Debate on Engagement Strategies (2005); "The Future of America's Preeminence in Asia"
would think that the most important thing about Southeast Asia was that codi rice should, you know, turn up for the meetings discussing AIDS packages to Vietnam and economics concessions to Indonesia.
how i get so angry sometimes because we are held captive by size; because there is no sense of possibility for change; because people feel powerless and hence apathetic and indifferent; because different areas of knowledge are seen on a hierarchy and not a horizontal plane; because nobody dreams anymore.
i say we invade trulyasia, throw dumno out of power, continue north to trannyland, make still severely tarumatized genocidal countries cede, take over saigon and form a Singapore colony. i say we could probably do in the scattered islands too.
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its no wonder we have an inferiority complex.
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do you think things will change in our lifetime?
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dreaming about teleportation possibilities, contemplating world domination, being jaded with reality, wondering how much money i have to spend to fill the voids in my life, recognizing that discipline is a skill i have to acquire, imagining that almost anything is possible.
OCD induced delusions of grandeur are not beyond me.
