dreams, reality, i sometimes think i can't tell the difference anymore. you know the moments were you're dreaming but it feels so real , like when in your head somebody is explaining an accounting problem from class except that its not quite the right concept and your head hurts a little because the person explaining is actually in your government class, and that makes no sense because you dropped your government class 2 months ago.
just like that. that's where my head is at.
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i have no more constraints, no more control. i just want to let it all go, and this time no opting out. i have to get through this and go home.
