i forget how much i miss this. to empty my mind onto a blank page. with total disregard for grammar. i wish you were here, but if you were i wouldn't be here. i'd be with you. with you for another empty conversation and mindless surfing. this is better.
i haven't gotten to be just myself for awhile. despite the fact that you were never here. strange really. my routine hasn't changed all that much, which goes to show how little of you there really was in my life. but like i said, its like something in my foundation has shifted. something monumental but indiscernible, like how we're tearing through the galaxy at more than 100,000km and hour but no one feels it. something like that.
